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Thursday, June 9, 2011


From Ashes to Ashes, Dust to Dust, trees breathe out life from which they grow
into our souls, who escape our mouths, speaking in tongues, sending up a prayer
to be fruitful like your call, the call of the wild, answered by the being of God’s wish,
man made in the makers image, of light upon our earth, water to quench our thirst,
raise us up, lifted to a higher realm, by the melody with its sound, which is sung by
the birds that grace our sky, flown by wind which skims our backs, built strong from
envy and greed, forcing us to fall on our knees, touch the darkened soil beneath our 
feet, bleeding from wounds which have turned this dirt to clay, stained red, although 
a luminescent orange when the sun makes company on a hot summers day, a mirage
appears, hardwiring humanity for hope. Optimism, which boosts our thoughts from 
this ground, weighted by gravity that grabs us to keep us down, taken to another 
space in reality-call our romanticism realism because we can have both, connected 
by this Everlasting Oath- Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name, thy 
kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven.

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Call It What You May


Bradley Manning one of many lost in desert woe
Soldier after soldier mistaken for GI Joe
Call them what you may, call them by their name
Brother, father, mother, sister, to a bullet they’re all the same
They say they’re ‘Broken Soldiers’ Broken hearts of Broken dreams
They no longer can answer what the Call of Duty brings

Take they’re bodies home, let them rest in peace
Although they might by physically alive, their souls have been deceased
The person you once knew has fled like a bird-flown south
Every other word that’s spoken keeps bleeding from their mouth

Kiss their lips that have been gone too long, soon they’ll go away
Tour after tour after tour, what’s Mr. President got to say?
Hold them close and feel their heart beat, it might just be their last
Wherever they’re getting deployed, they may never be coming back

Sons, daughters, mothers, fathers, they all have bled in vain
But majority of this country will never feel their pain
The War is distant to the families whom never have had to serve
You know who I’m talking about, the upper class who has no curve
You’ll never catch an Army recruiter sitting at Harvard Westlake
Stealing from the top of the tree they know would be a mistake
Instead they grab from the bottom, the places closer to hell
Pick the ones who have no future and give them a story to tell

Can you hear them? Can you hear them screaming their story now?
I didn’t think so either, they’re drowning in all these crowds
Media filtered by the boss, will never show us the truth
Top secret videos, clearances, files all have gone aloof
God forbid our country knows what’s really going on
Keep twisting our leg, we’ll continue to chant our song

‘God Bless America,
Land that I love.
Stand beside her, and guide her
Through the night with a light from above.’
If we don’t support ourselves, where shall we call home?
The desert has swallowed all these names that have gone unknown


That’s all they are to you, numbers… 1,470 lost
You keep saying ‘What a shame’ they’ll keep paying for the cost
Maybe we all should turn against our country, not support a thing we do
Give every school a presentation about how horrible we are too
So who’s the enemy here? Them, or Me, or Us?
The Answer? we’re fighting the War from both sides, no one left to trust





Monday, May 9, 2011

LA poems





Roundabout Days

Downtown one day wonders round about days
Hot pavement rolling beneath the feet that beat the streets
With towers full of windows inside people full of work
Lawyers and Liars share the same vicinity
In with me, out with them, elevator rage
Stuck stagnant in a place that repeats it’s play
Like the Phantom of the Opera, it never loses it’s glory
No matter how dark it gets, people will pay to come
They line up waiting at the train station
Full of tickets, passes, one-way rides
Once you’re here, say goodbye, it’s easy to get lost
In the Downtown wonders of roundabout L.A.


Lady Of The Night

Red high heels clicking to the tick-tock of midnight madness
Black fishnets flirting with milk-white thighs , that the men trail behind
Diving neck-line revealing part of what they’d pay for
Much less glamorous than, “Pretty Women” described
Stained lips the color that screams attention- attached
To a soul that’s resorted to selling
She’s a saleswoman, a saleswoman who sells the soul of humanity-
Sexuality- pleasing men who are unpleased
Sunset Blvd. dreams looking dreary at this hour
The Hollywood sign isn’t lit at night- that only happens in the movies
She’d wish they’d call cut as she continues to walk
down the street she knows oh too well
Marilyn Monroe & James Dean keep her company-
Stars shining through out dreams turned upright
Lady of the Night- click click walks on by





City Of Angels

Los Angeles City Of Angels
Angels shining on
Fidelities in numbers
Rising from dusk till dawn
Traffic accidents, shootings, or stabbed
Most die of a broken heart
Broken heart of broken dreams
Dreams of effervescent things
Things that he used to like
Like strolling through Griffith Park
“A Rebel Without A Cause” staring at the stars
Stars shining down with Angels
Angels of where you are
I think of you while driving through this city
This city was your home
Home is where you’ve gone
God has called you on




Drink It Down

Take a shot how do you feel?
Black and white abyss
Critics always raving
With their top ten list

Glamour living by the Glamorous
As others are sitting out sick
Slip by the trash sleeping on their pillow
Fight under the freeway to them it’s their will

Take a shot how do you feel?
A little hazed by the weather, no one likes change
Wait 5 minutes nothing will be the same
Swallow you up by concrete parades
Quiet in a place full of crowds
No one knows your name

Take a shot how do you feel?
A little happier now, things are good these days
Makin’ enough money to fill what you pay
Laugh a little louder, let it slip away
Be a little tougher by the rage and all you hate

Take a shot how do you feel?
Angry about who you’re with
Settling for what’s convenient
Time is a relentless gift
Missing what you used to have

Take a shot how do you feel?
Out in the streets alone
Blinking Billboards and traffic jams
The place you call your home

The City is unforgiving
You never get a break
Fast paced life, settles by the bar on the corner
It’s where makers meet their mate

Take another shot

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Army Greens & Heartbeats


- with 1st line from Walt Whitman


For me lips that have smiles, eyes that have shed tears
Looking from my soul to yours
This is love, love of the greatest kind
These lips that have kissed perfect pumpkin pie
These eyes that change slowly in the light
Call this love; yes that’s what it is.

Started soft and slow in a small town made for country
Blue eyes meet mine, filled with numbers on a page
Teach me, help me, we know I need help
Take me out in the town
Kiss me out by the lake
Watching the stars gleam down upon the water
Chills on your forearms

Kiss these lips that dance for you
Under this moon I wait
Undo your seat belt head my way
This is it, embrace at last

Small town girl filled with big city dreams
This is the song that I lead
The melody soft as rain, loud with pain
Rhythm beating on me like a drum
This is the song that I have sung.

Run fast, faster than you came
This town will swallow you
Trapped in the forest, everything is green
Watch me watch you, as you follow your dream
Stay, stay, don’t make this choice
Slow down, come home, we’ll be okay

The concrete jungle ain’t no better babe
People are harder; mold their future with sweat
Livin’ it fast, sidewalks hug the streets that I drive
I’m jealous I don’t like this life

Fought so hard to leave the country
Can I take it back? Please let me
I’d feel better if you were here
Watching sunsets with moody air
Breathe in breathe out, this wind will blow on you too
Your body will feel the mist of my tears
Blowing up against your back
Know that I am missing you

Small town girl filled with big city dreams
This is the song that I lead
The melody soft as rain, loud with pain
Rhythm beating on me like a drum
This is the song that I have sung.

You’re covered by army blues and greens
Cameo lying in the place where my body belongs
Up against you, late in the night
Snow falling down sends shivers up my spine
Your hand slides down my thigh
This is it, embrace at last.

I wish you’d not wear that uniform
Instead you’d be in my arms
Hooah! Echoing in your heart
It’s what you chose, not me
You didn’t choose me, remember?-It was too late
That’s just how this feels.

Busy is what I am these days
Push away this pain of missing you
Fill the week with monotonous bliss
Add one more thing to my list
Write you everyday, I will, I promised.

Small town girl filled with big city dreams
This is the song that I lead
The melody soft as rain, loud with pain
Rhythm beating on me like a drum
This is the song that I have sung.

Each day might as well be a year
An hour of my life slides by in rewind
Take us back, back where we belong
Night drives through the mountainside
Put your hands on me as I kiss your neck
Slide off my shirt, as I scratch your back
This is it, embrace at last.

My story is a book full of chapters of you
Published and bound for people to judge
My ears don’t work so well these days
What do they say?-I can’t hear them.


I wouldn’t be honest if I wrote a poem about me with no you
You my dear, are half of what makes my heart beat
Full of what keeps me alive
Whispers of sad goodbyes a thousand times over
I miss you already, in the passenger seat outside my home
Lets stay here like this, we would be happy.

Small town girl filled with big city dreams
This is the song that I lead
The melody soft as rain, loud with pain
Rhythm beating on me like a drum
This is the song that I have sung.

Divide one heart into two places, this is what you’ll get
A girl living day by day until they meet again
A student going to college, a soldier taking commands
California sunshine, snowy upward lands
Yes, I check the weather where you are.

I find myself missing a lot these days
Strolling on through fields of gray
The Daisies won’t dance for me, not until you’re home
I’m waiting for you once more, always waiting
Come switch my dial from black & white to color
The screen seems fuzzy these days
You need to color my world

For now I’m lonely, but that’s okay
Soon we will meet again
I will be your airport lover, waiting for you to land
There you are, just like a dream coming towards me
You pull me in, now I can breathe
Beat, beat, my heart wakes from its sleep
This is it, embrace at last.







Tuesday, March 8, 2011

All That You Are


This is a turquoise necklace.

It buries me as it lies against my chest
Beaded together the way we once were

It slides against my body in the place you belong
Drapes down the front of me, smiling from the neck you once kissed

You held this necklace, the way you hold my heart
You slid off this accessory, the way you undid my feelings

This necklace moves by memories of our nights together
-Outfits I wore just for you

The turquoise blue looks like your eyes, the ones that once met mine
You look at me different now...
The same way I look at this unworn necklace...
The way it hangs for decoration in my room

A piece of time I’ve hung on a shelf

That’s all you are now, a beaded turquoise accessory.