So0o0o0o0o (to the one person that i know will read this... of course i'm gunna come visit you! We can go through this whole thing together. It'll be nice to have someone who actually understands. So yea, read on, below is my next blog.)Tomorrow is,"Welcome Day" at college. COLLEGE wow, weird i'm even saying that! (i feel so old haha) I hope i actually feel welcomed as silly as that sounds, because i have high hopes for this upcoming chapter in my life... MUCH higher than high school, so hopefully i don't turn out completely disappointed.
I can't help but wonder how everyone is feeling right now. There's millions of freshmen getting ready to leave home and start the next big part of their lives, and whether it be near or far, i know everybody is a bit scared shitless. How could you not be?! The first time on your own, which means not having your parents down the hall from you! No more hearing your mom say, "You're only in high school...blah blah blah" or your dad in his protective tone of voice,"You better put a sweater on, or maybe just change your shirt." As much as i hated that then, i can honestly say i already miss it, and i haven't even been gone THAT long!!!!
It's crazy how distance intensifies Love. You never realize what you have until it's gone. (as cliche' as that might sound, it's true.) I know from here on out, things will never be quite the same. Just the thought of having to plan trips to go home weirds me out, but i guess it's all part of the process. Missing home, missing friends, missing my mom. It goes by too fast, but hey, nobody ever said growing up was gunna be easy!
I'm off to dreamland. Wish me luck for welcome day!
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