The Red Queen

There's a time to laugh and a time to cry. There's a time to be serious and a time to be silly. There's a time to be alone and a time to be surrounded by the ones you love. This last week, i was with them. My friends that lift the burden off my shoulders. I'm not talking about new people i've met from LA, no no. I'm talking about "old friends". The best kind. The kind that you don't need to explain things to, because they already understand. Those are the people that have seen every part of you. The girls that you've grown up with. I can't think of one childhood memory without having them in it. They are what make me miss home so much, because every time we hang out now days... i never want to say goodbye. I look at it as a blessing to be with them, but in the end it only makes it harder on me. After seeing them it just makes it more complicated to adjust.

I guess i should except the fact that things are different these days. I know the reason this last week was so fun, was because nothing was different but everything had changed! Does that make any sense? New should be good. We shouldn't want to stay in the same place very long. "I" of all people know this. I graduated a year early from High School because of it! I can't help but wonder though, how is it the very thing i fought so hard to get away from, is now the single thing i miss the most? I was afraid of that happening. Oh well. Take it as it comes, eh?

Moving here has become the full package deal. With alittle came alottle, and once you're here you can't go back. Even when i get the chance to go back home, it already feels different. It makes me sad. Time is what's constantly chasing us, but we'll never win. Just like the Red Queen said,"It takes all the running one can do, just to stay in the same place."

Tick, Tock, Wont Stop, but the World will PARTY ON



here's to the girls